Happy…
Thank You Lord… for this blessing…
Talked to my boss… he gave me my evaluation… I was happy with it… as well as with the increase… I was happy, that despite the depression I was feeling, because of the work that I thought I wasn’t contributing, because of my lacking skillsets because I had no prior experience in that system….
They recognized the minor accomplishments, dedication and effort I put in to my work… maybe it helped that I was supporting 2 systems instead of one? The minor work I put in the latter should have contributed heavily to the lack in the former…
To receive a grade like that… graded against my peers… definitely makes me happy… considering also that I thought I was a dead weight in the association… I’m not so used to not being the main man… I have this innate sense of wanting to be the go-to-guy… the man people run to when they need answers to their problems… because I like to help… seeing their smiles on their faces gives me fulfillment… cheesy right?
Too bad though that I won’t be able to relish the weight of my salary increase in my bank account given that I’m leaving on April…
It’s really a big sacrifice… but it’s about time I started showing my mom the love and care that a mother should be given…
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